I’m One of the muses, A common wood nymph roaming around Parnassus, Happy with my little sweet pea. With her delicate, fragrant flowers Carried on long, slim stalks, She captivated me. I ran to her flaming with desire. I am flaming. Burning Blazing with desire. Too hot for my sweet pea. Because she’s so delicate, So delicate for me. As I touch her, she transformed into ashes. I burnt her. And out of a haze, you were formed. Like smoke given out by fire. A fireweed that sprang up in the burnt over area. A replacement, I thought. You quenched my thirst. Suffuse my hunger. My desire. I came to you for a crown And you gave me a kingdom. You made me eat on a golden plate And drink from your cup of diamonds. But like a common pitcher plant, Cut your base open And there you’ll find my body’s remains trapped inside. A pitfall in the middle of the forest. I will name you Venus? The goddess with a seducing brilliant red trap. Open to all beings that needs nurturing. Show your bosom and all will crave for your milk. From a butterfly, you turned me to an ant. When I brushed only slightly against your skin, You closed within an instant. Rigid spines on the margins of you blades interlock tightly. As soon as I was trapped, You digested me. Used me as a nutrient material. I know this is about to last for only a week. By the time your leaf reopens, You’ll be reedy for other sufferers. Trapped inside, I accepted my fate. Then there she came one spring day. My little delicate sweet pea. Now a spring beauty in full bloom. A low perennial herb. With narrow, succulent leaves And loose cluster of white and pink flowers. But your leaf has closed. I cannot escape.

Hidden Feelings 2  


Ahahaha... I'm editing the links to my blog...so while I'm at it.. I thought I could use the time and post the 2nd part of my supposedly fic after fangirl..ahahaha.. XD

August 24, 2005, 6:05PM

Another boring day practicing at the studio… I envy those Rokkies… They look happy. I just shrugged my shoulders… I shouldn’t be thinking of those things… I need an outlet…I need to get out fast… Then out of nowhere…My saviour comes… I quickly packed my bag and run after her…


I nearly bumped on to someone… but with my futsal skills, I managed to dodge that person. I didn’t take the time to notice her but I’m sure it’s one of the soloists. Damn, where did Rika go?

August 24, 2005, 6:51PM

She nearly hit me but she never said sorry or anything… Well, she didn’t actually hit me… but it feels like she’s ignoring me or something. I sighed and continued walking along the corridor. She’s in deep thought.

“I regret the day that I asked Tsunku to let me graduate… I lost Momusu..and Yocchan..”

“Hey… are you alright?” I blinked several times before answering the person in front of me.

“I.. uhhh… yes? I’m alright… You don’t have to worry about me, Abe-san.”


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2 comments: to “ Hidden Feelings 2

  • yushiro909
    10 September 2009 at 8:21 PM  

    hmm....Abe and Maki.....i saw fics about this two....and oh yeah! i finally found your blog though but as i've said, its been 2 years that been lurking and reading ur stories but not leaving any comment...lol gomen!

    oh, back to maki and abe! hmm...im more like maki and rika because of their roles in gekijo, wasnt it? Fumimaru and Rika-chan....they're cute!

    lol! update ur fan girl....hehe
    more charmikitty or GakiKame, Or TaGaki, or better yet, MikiAi lol....

    thanks author-san!

  • cogi_yoshi
    11 September 2009 at 12:52 PM  

    But I have a feeling that you left one comment before.... is it the time when I finished broken destiny or something? Can't remember..anyways... it's definitely not an ABE x Maki pairing.. is more of a.... *toot* and *toot* pairing...Ahahaha... and a clue is... this one's somewhat like fangirl... I'll shut up now..LOL

    Speaking of fangirl... it's really hard on my part to write something serious...or something when I'm in a comedy mood... so yeah... I'll update it when I'm in the serious.drama mode. Fangirl's near the end and expect some drama...specially on the rokkies part.XD

    MikiAi? that's... that's...a new one...for me..XD


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