I wrote this song fic about two years ago...I posted it in some forums before but I don't know why I haven't posted it here... SO yeah... I found it and I'll post it here now... And this is a thank you for someone who did something for me... You know who you are...Thankies!!! Yeah... the song that I've used is TegoMass- Kiss Kaerimichi no lovesong...Enjoy!



On the way home from the park
Just the two of us

“Did you have fun today?”
It was almost a month ago since I graduated from Morning Musume. I hardly spend time with the girls: both past and present members. I guess it was destiny that I saw that person in the park; wondering alone, looking rather distraught and gloomy. I approached her… … I really missed her.

“Hai! Thanks for treating me today. I really liked going here. The scenery is beautiful and there are lots of wonderful things here.”

My treat to her worked well. There wasn’t a tinge of sadness that remained on her eyes. I’ve brought back her smile for that day… Could it be that my presence did that?.... What the heck am I thinking?… She’s Miki Fujimoto… The ever complicated person I’ve known in my stay in Morning Musume. It’s hard to guess what she’s thinking. One way she’s angry, arrogant, lonely, happy…. But ever charming.... And it’s her complex personality that captivated me..

Watching you being more happy than usual, I asked:
“What would you do if the world disappears tomorrow?”

“Hey… Could I ask you something?”

“Just don’t continue if you will ask me some stupid question.”
“Actually… It really looks like a stupid question…. Ano, what would you do if the world ends tomorrow?”

Good job Yoshizawa… You ruined the mood… Now she’s back on her somewhat gloomy state.

“If you don’t feel like answering it, it’s fine with me.”

You didn’t say anything and just held my arm tighter
~Nee… Look this way to me

You stopped on your tracks… You bring your face close to mine and looked straight at my eyes…

“Please don’t ask those things… It scares me.”

Our lips are so close my heart wouldn’t stop thumping

“H…hai… I… I wa…was just thinking about this movie that I’ve watched yesterday. Sorry for bothering you with my question.”

And what a good time for me to stammer… It was a lame excuse… I know what she’s thinking right this moment, that I’m such a bad liar… But I can’t help it… I can’t think straight when my heart feels like exploding when it’s beating really fast… She’s the only one capable of doing that to me…

No matter how you act, no matter when it is, I’ll always keep a hold of you
If you’re hurt and tears fall
Even if everyone around the world turns into enemies, I’ll always protect you
I LOVE YOU, I don’t need any words
Your kiss is my last forever

Fate must have arranged that I saw you in the restroom. 2 years ago. I thought I already knew you… I thought that you’re a strong person just like what you’ve been projecting the moment you joined us: your Bad-Ass attitude. The others couldn’t bear to look at you when you give them your ever infamous ‘glare’… It just so happen what I saw that day was a stream of hot, salty liquid called tears, flowing from your eyes. That day I decided to watch over you…

Our usual separating place, there’s nothing I could do, I know
You blow up your cheeks, let go of our hands and leave ~nee

“So… this is where we’ll separate. Thanks again for treating me!”
If I have the power to stop the time, I would stop it right this very moment. I’m still savoring the time our hands clasped together. Others may have laughed at you when you blow your cheeks like that. You’re even cuter than Kon-Kon. But as we all know, all must come to an end…

“I guess so… It’s nice to see you again! Hope we can do this again some other time,”
“Sure, why not. Next time, I’ll be the one treating you as a payment for treating me today.”
“A goodbye kiss is enough to pay me.”

Look this way to me
Our lips got closer together, my heart wouldn’t stop thumping

You looked stunned. I guess you didn’t expect that to come from me. Wait… You smiled! I wasn’t expecting that… You moved close to me… What is this feeling... I guess, this is what some people refer to as ‘butterflies in the stomach’… I can’t describe it. It grew wilder when you closed your eyes… My body has a mind of its own. I can’t think straight right now, as you clung to me while I pressed my lips against yours. This is the best ‘goodbye kiss’ I had in my entire life.

Even if it’s someone like me, I can get stronger if you’re with me
Love is a strange magic, I’m not afraid of anything
Even if anyone around the world turns into enemies, I’ll never let you go
STAND BY ME, it can’t be just anyone
I want you to stay by me

Life’s not fair right? I’m not there when you needed me. I could have protected you if I didn’t graduate in Momusu. You may still be a part of it till that faithful day the press caught you dating a guy. Is it bad to go out with a friend who’s not of the same sex? People are always quick to judge. Why they are not thinking like that when they see us eating together outside? When we’re hugging in public? Just because we’re both girls, they didn’t expect us to do something like a guy and girl would normally do? The responsibilities that I left on your shoulders when I graduated must have increased your anxiety that you decided to quit the group you loved. If only… That is the phrase that people with regret in their hearts, usually say.

AH
With your innocent face you say:
“~nee, are you still going to kiss me when I turn into a grandma?”

Our kiss lasted for only a short while, but for me, it seems it lasted for eternity. You’re the one who pulled away. I like it when I see you blushing like that.
“You’re a pretty good kisser, nee… Guess you kissed lots of girls before this? Hahaha!”
“Nani!?! It may sound hard to believe, but… This is the first time actually.”
“Uso dayo!!! Hontou ni?”
“Hai… Hontou ni.”
“… I must have been a very important person for you to kiss me like that.”

You got precisely the point. I would never dare kiss another person besides you. That’s how important you are to me. I hope that you feel the same for me to.

“I wonder if you would still kiss me when I become an ugly and bent Obasan.”

~Nee when that time comes, it’s the same for me
I’ll never let go of your hand

“Hahaha, by that time, I will be a much more hideous looking grandma than you. I will be the one who will wonder by that time whether you would still like to receive a kiss from me.”

“I guess any other person who will see two kissing grandmas, may not like what they are seeing… But… I’m not like them. It’s ok to be kissed by the one… you loved, right?”

No matter how you act, no matter when it is, I’ll always keep a hold of you
If you’re hurt and tears fall
Even if everyone around the world turns into enemies, I’ll always protect you
I LOVE YOU, I don’t need any words
Your kiss is my last forever

No words needed. Our actions and feelings said it all. Though we may not seem to discuss our feelings when both of us were still on the group, what we show for each other can’t lie. As I saw your back disappear into the corner, I knew that it’s not the last time that we’ll see each other. For a new chapter of the book has begun. And this time, two different individuals will be bonded by the most powerful thing in the world… Love.

~The End~